i have fear

place ; rooftop of apartment.

time ; 6.34 pm
date ; 14 july 2009

i have fear of know-ing people
i have fear in believe-ing somebody
i have fear of being heartless
i have fear of rejection
i have fear of missing someone
i have fear of lost-ing somebody someone
for short
i have fear of love

SEKADAR GAMBAR HIASAN

meet me
smile and say hello.
then i will be the
best-great-awsome-wonderful-friend
to you.
-i prefer and appreciate more this kind of relationship-

how can i trust strangers
when i can't even trust my own family.
duh~
seriously i need a specialist who can at least
reduce my-negative-thinker to other people.
believe.believe.believe.believe.believe. - shax. please.

p/s - english berterabur. i knew that.